Thursday, October 26, 2006

Sad

Well, last night we placed our second dog into a new home. It was heartbreaking and this staying strong stuff for the sake of the kids is for the birds. I am exhausted today. I feel like I ripped my heart out and handed it to this couple. I can only pray that Beau has a great home and a wonderful life. As for me, he will always be there in my heart. It was as if he knew last night. When I got home from dinner at Jaci and Jarred's he kept demanding my attention. He usually is content with Geni and Brice. I had an appointment with this guy for tonight but they called last night at 9:30 to see if they could see him last night. They wanted him. They have this tiny car so we ended up driving Beau out there for them and that was hard. My mind kept screaming at me to turn the car around but I knew that Beau needed a new home and we were no longer able to provide for him. Changes stink!

1 comment:

Jackie said...

Ceal, there are no words, other than I have just gone through this and although I know all the good stuff, all the nice sayings . . i miss Blue Dawg and Bryce so much it comes up and gets caught in my throat. And my eyes sting becuase they want to cry and I won't let them.

crude. this wasn't a very encouraging blog. sorry.