Thursday, September 28, 2006

Well, yesterday I got word that I really do have a husband and he is coming home sooner than I thought. I am awed and overwhelmed and in a spin trying to work through it all. How can you be so excited yet so worried over all the little things. I keep telling him that things will work out and that we need to trust God and here I am spinning like a top and loosing sleep trying to figure out how to work things. Hmmm how two faced can I be???

Worried about for instance: where are we going to live? I spent hours last night looking up places to rent here. Rent is out of this world. I don't want to live in some tiny apartment somewhere. Easy to keep clean but I'm claustrophobic. What will I do with the dogs? I found one place last night that said it was negotiable...Surprise it was out of my price range.....What is my price range????? Will we move before or after we come back from Germany??? Will the military housing I am in right now still be there when I get back? We are due to move into the new housing within the next two months...will they allow us to stay in the old house until we get back? Old houses due for demolition in December.

Arghhh....keep telling myself "all things work together....." Pray for us. We need it!

Sunday, September 17, 2006

My First Blog

Not that I am bored or anything, but, sitting here with my sister and we are having fun experimenting. My vacation has been great fun and I am sorry to see it end but know that sooner or later she and I will be together again. I would rather sooner than later (just in case Joe is reading this!!) My sister and I just finished watching Diary of a Mad Black Woman...for me only the third or fourth time and I cry each time. I told Helen that it tells me that we need to be sure as mothers that we know how "important" our input is into our childrens lives and that we don't always know when our words have hit home or just the air. I thank God for my children and my family and pray that they all know how loved they are. Okay enough for now.